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Bagbean Tracker - 101 Black Mamba Emily
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HP:10 | ATK:03 | SPD:03 | STH:00 | DEF:04 | EXP:00 | LVL:00
Theme: Black Mamba
Species/subtype Bagbean| Fauna
Beano Mutation/Status: None | Cursed
Age: XX
Height: XX
Gender: XX
Occupation: TBA
City of origin: TBA
Mutations:
Forms: None
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1. ART BY ME
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Sentimental thing
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Loneliness continues so I'll steal this thing from ReckonCat and see if anyone is willing to fill it out for some positive reinforcements. I'll just make it not third person because I don't like my name really. I'd appreciate seeing responses. Like, a lot.
Original
The first memory I have of ___...
___ has inspired me to...
___ has never...
___ makes me feel...
The most significant thing ___ has done...
Original
Kayme Has... (Please look?)So I've been feeling lately like I shouldn't exist. That I would be better off falling asleep and never waking up, and the world would be better off as well... My depression has been really hard to fight... So I thought maybe I would make this little "meme" for those who are depressed and feel worthless to have their friends reply with their answers. You fill in the ___ with the person's name. I filled it in at the bottom, all you do is copy and paste the "form" and fill it out in the comments below.
The first memory I have of ___...
What's the first memory you have of ___?
___ has inspired me to...
What did __ ever inspire you to do?
___ has never...
Something nice or humorous, please >0<
___ has always...
Something nice or humorous, please >0<
___ makes me feel...
How does ___ ma
The first memory I have of ___...
What's the first memory you have of ___?
___ has inspired me to...
What did __ ever inspire you to do?
___ has never...
Something nice or humorous, please >0<
___ has always...
Something nice or humorous, please >0<___ makes me feel...
How does ___ make you feel?
___ reminds me of...
What does ___ remind you of?
Meeting ___ matters to me because...
How has ___ changed your life in any way?
___'s life matters to me because...
How does ___'s life matter to you? How would them no longer being alive affect you?The most significant thing ___ has done...
Can be to/for you, or something you've noticed that ___ has done of significance.
The first memory I have of you...
You have inspired me to...
You have never...
You have always...
You make me feel...
You remind me of...
Meeting you matters to me because...
Your life matters to me because...
The most significant thing you have done...
You have inspired me to...
You have never...
You have always...
You make me feel...
You remind me of...
Meeting you matters to me because...
Your life matters to me because...
The most significant thing you have done...
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Journals Again
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I'm adding new entries on bottom.. basic whining so ignore if you're not interested.
14 Jun
No one cares no one cares no one cares no one cares no one cares.
To the tune of Mary had a Little Lamb.
On eno sevig a tihs, sevig a tihs, sevig a tihs.
On eno sevig a tihs and that's the way she goes.
Don't matter and never will. Keep doing shit cause meh. Still believe in deserved death. Don't feel physically healthy so maybe that will get me. Don't want bad death. Stupid easy nice death. Or no death and just that super idealized forever sleep of pleasant dreams. Whatever. There's the feeling of deserved death. Can't live with self. Don't know if the brain is fucking up more than that. Hate reality so I live in fantasy.
Doesn't matter. I'll keep wasting life until I die 80 years from now. Then the cycle repeats in new life. Making same mistakes forever and always.
24 jun
Need to panic because I ate too much sugar. That's literally the reason for the panic. Least I think so. Candy hasn't been good to me lately but i like the candy. Anyways.. panic.
It was stupid thought. The idea that something that never could have happened in the first place will never happen in the future. Then guilt for thinking of it. Because bad thoughts are bad. Then guilt for wanting to apologize because apology is inappropriate response. Then trapped because not allowed to apologize and no one would care that I feel bad. Then the following realization that it doesn't really matter and it's probably just excess sugar energy making the heart beat weird and panicky.
Still sad because sequence of thoughts reminded of the loneliness. And how that's my fault. And my fault for not getting better at anything. Both meaning in arts and mental healths. Cause drawing whiny pony was other way to express being upset. And I'm discouraged with the crappy arts that I don't try on. Also my fault. Lots of mad at me yet nothing done. Which makes me failure. And is my fault. And so on.
Honestly I should probably have used the other account for whining and focused the arts on here. Or should I do both over there? Whine and try to art? Or use yet another account for whining so it's all separate. Too much work that one. Yet there's fear of being watched here. So maybe moving whining is good idea. I dunno. Shit is shit. And my head hurts.
No one cares no one cares no one cares no one cares no one cares.
To the tune of Mary had a Little Lamb.
On eno sevig a tihs, sevig a tihs, sevig a tihs.
On eno sevig a tihs and that's the way she goes.
Don't matter and never will. Keep doing shit cause meh. Still believe in deserved death. Don't feel physically healthy so maybe that will get me. Don't want bad death. Stupid easy nice death. Or no death and just that super idealized forever sleep of pleasant dreams. Whatever. There's the feeling of deserved death. Can't live with self. Don't know if the brain is fucking up more than that. Hate reality so I live in fantasy.
Doesn't matter. I'll keep wasting life until I die 80 years from now. Then the cycle repeats in new life. Making same mistakes forever and always.
24 jun
Need to panic because I ate too much sugar. That's literally the reason for the panic. Least I think so. Candy hasn't been good to me lately but i like the candy. Anyways.. panic.
It was stupid thought. The idea that something that never could have happened in the first place will never happen in the future. Then guilt for thinking of it. Because bad thoughts are bad. Then guilt for wanting to apologize because apology is inappropriate response. Then trapped because not allowed to apologize and no one would care that I feel bad. Then the following realization that it doesn't really matter and it's probably just excess sugar energy making the heart beat weird and panicky.
Still sad because sequence of thoughts reminded of the loneliness. And how that's my fault. And my fault for not getting better at anything. Both meaning in arts and mental healths. Cause drawing whiny pony was other way to express being upset. And I'm discouraged with the crappy arts that I don't try on. Also my fault. Lots of mad at me yet nothing done. Which makes me failure. And is my fault. And so on.
Honestly I should probably have used the other account for whining and focused the arts on here. Or should I do both over there? Whine and try to art? Or use yet another account for whining so it's all separate. Too much work that one. Yet there's fear of being watched here. So maybe moving whining is good idea. I dunno. Shit is shit. And my head hurts.
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Friends are good
1 min read
I just want to take a minute to express gratitude for all of the nice people. I'm happy to have met such wonderful folks on the website and in the life. Good people are good and I thank you all for your existence.
I am not good at maintaining or making friends, but even the cordial acquaintanceships are great. The polite interest of humans is appreciated. Even if we do not talk anymore, or have not had extended conversation, I'm glad of your interest.
I know it's either "I'm sorry" or "thank you" but thems the genuine feelings
I am not good at maintaining or making friends, but even the cordial acquaintanceships are great. The polite interest of humans is appreciated. Even if we do not talk anymore, or have not had extended conversation, I'm glad of your interest.
I know it's either "I'm sorry" or "thank you" but thems the genuine feelings
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Tracker - 330 Conesheep, Leon
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INFORMATION
HP:10 | ATK:00 | SPD:00 | STH:00 | DEF:00 | EXP:00 | LVL:00
Theme: Conesheep
Species/subtype Bagbean| Celestia
Beano Mutation/Status: None | None
Age: XX
Height: XX
Gender: XX
Occupation: TBA
City of origin: TBA
Mutations: Sprout
Forms: None
Personality:
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INVENTORY
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Identity TrialApproval
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UNIVERSITY OF GRIFFIA
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1. ART BY ME
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Replies here will be any activity used to gained an approved level5. LOG
This comment will contain all logging comments5A. GAMES
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5A2 FLUFFIA FRIDAY TICKET SHOW
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5A3 MONTHLY LOVE RAFFLE
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5B. TRIALS
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5C. REGISTRATIONS
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5D. TIME ACTIVITIES
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5D2 TIME POOL
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5D3 TIME FLOWER
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5E. TOOL TUESDAYS
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5E2 TOOL TUESDAYS CAPRIA
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5E3 TOOL TUESDAYS FLUFFIA
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6. UNIVERSITY
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6B. TRAINING
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