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On the topic of doing "arts". I could.... 

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Journal Entry: Mon Sep 29, 2014, 10:59 PM
Negative cycles are hard to break. Once it has begun it will keep going unless there is distinct effort. I am incapable of distinct effort. Ugh. This stupid college program isn't helping.. it's really hard to convince myself I need to get up when I don't need to go to class. It's most beneficial..but yadda yadda I said this already. Good thing is that I have not actually screwed up anything of importance. I have done everything that I have needed to and am capable of completing everything I need done. Just pointless anxiety keeps me from sleeping. I know I just have to lie down and relax. But I won't. Oh I hates self inflicted problems. Then the fault lies on oneself and it is natural to feel poor thus leading to inaction and furthering the problem. Pretty sure I went through this already at least once. Probably about 12 times.

Just do what you have to.. just do it. Worry about the other things later.. speaking of which I need to figure out what to do about doctors here. I'm nearly out of drugs. I could probably stop taking them but then I think things would be much worse. Instead of this mild discomfort there would be that crushing emptiness. The vacuum of infinite pressure. Yet no matter what I still complain. So it's rather difficult to gauge what is better. Pretty sure I had a good quote about relating normality...  Found it.

The unfortunate thing about feeling better is that "better" is relative to "normal". Of course once "better" becomes "normal", the perspective is no longer that things are better. A hindsight perspective relating positive to negative is hardly as strong as wishing for a positive in negative times. Tis easy to desire what you have not, but more difficult to appreciate what you have gained once the novelty has been worn.

That more or less sums up any change in life. If it's better, it's minimal enough that once it has worn a bit there is still enough to complain about.

Things to do that would be beneficial:
1) WAKE UP. GET OUT OF BED YOU STUPID FUCKWAD (Obvioulsy directed at me, if you feel similarly, I'm not insulting you)
2) No naps. Stay up. If you lie down, you won't get up again.
3) Eat well. Hearty food may provide more varied energy sources such that all organs will be happy.
4) Try to hold a conversation, if one presents itself. You're a lonely bastard. Do it.
5) Interact more with the real world. The internet is not a substitute for living, even if it feels like it.
6) Take time to enjoy yourself without neglecting responsibility. Self=important=Responsibilities

  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Silence
  • Reading: Advanced Organic Chemistry: Synthesis
  • Watching: House
  • Eating: Trail MIx
  • Drinking: Water

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RestartBob
Potato Bob
Canada
Hello there,

I will never claim to be an artist since I do not do anything worthwhile in the field of art. But, I do find it fun to take pictures. Occasionally a sketch may get finished, though expect a low caliber of quality when and if they appear.

I just received my Bachelor's of Science in Biochemistry. Now to do something with my life! So far no luck.

Obviously I have no real talent in the arts. I am far more science oriented, but it's good to branch out. I am trying digital stuff since it's mess free and has an "undo" button. I seem to draw a bunch of ponies. They are they only thing I can seem to do okay with.

I browse a lot of stuff for no good reason, feel free to do the same here.

If I do not thank you for a favourite or some thing, know that I am thankful. You are not obligated to thank me for any thing, but feel free if you so desire.




Oh, and I'll llama you if you llama me. Llamas are love, after all.

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:iconmikeschwarz:
mIkeschwaRz Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014
Thx 4 the :+fav:
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GameGirl95 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2014
Thanks for the llama :la:
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Crazyformagic Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  New member Student General Artist
Thxs for the llama.
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WishyTheStar Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the llama badge!
I hope you have a fantastic day~! :heart:
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RestartBob Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2014
And thank you for the llama badge! I hope your day is equally fantastic! And heartsesez
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WishyTheStar Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks. ^^
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EnterNewUsername Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  New member Hobbyist Photographer
thank you for the llama you silly, silly man
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RestartBob Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014
I'm not THAT silly! Haha, you're welcome
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whiskdow Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the llama!
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RestartBob Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014
No problem, I like llamas. And your profile was familiar, but it took a while to remember where from. Got it eventually. Good luck with the watchers!
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